i’ve always wanted to do youtube and music, but always stopped myself from doing so due to my insecurities. would it be too late to start now? i know how to work a camera and have edited some videos before. i’ve also been writing songs since i was like 11.
i know deep down this can go down one of two ways, i fail and it doesn’t really affect my social life, or i start uploading videos and working on my music and find the right people to surround myself with, and succeed.
this isn’t even really about the people in my life that could potentially find out about it and find things to criticize about. it’s more just, that if i put myself out there will there be anyone even willing to watch and listen to my videos/music?
i know this takes a lot of patience and im willing to give it a try i just feel as if i need a little push for me to come out of my comfort zone and get in front of a camera and press record.