sometimes i get to a point where i’ve done all i can do about something, and i get so anxious in the waiting, so i have to remind myself of this. things will work out the way they need to.
I’m trying to practice not being so insane all the time. trying to live in a world where I have a thought and then let it go into the void like a sweet butterfly that I’ve noticed and honored. This is hard and I hate it but i must believe it will pay off in time or what’s the point
Not in a “I’m too cool to gaf” way but in a way that’s like… I’m actually more focused on what’s in front of me and being present most of the time and not stressing over something I have no control over (like the past) or something I don’t have the solution to right now (the future). It took me soooo long to learn this but after consistently going to therapy weekly for 6 months straight I’m finally getting the hang of it and my therapist was right!!!!! Deal with it when it’s right in front of you and not when it’s still 100 miles away. BE PRESENT. :D