i feel as though my dad always makes me feel sad, but never for something he says to me, or because he does something to hurt me directly. i just get sad thinking about what his life is like and what it could’ve been. i get sad thinking about how maybe if he had a better education, he could be doing something successful that also makes him happy. i get sad that he has celiac disease but he used to loveeeee eating those hawaiian rolls. and also i get sad that i don’t know when he‘s feeling sad.
