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Friends are the lifeline of who I am. Genuinely, I cannot begin to express how much my life has changed because of the many wonderful and amazing individuals Iāve had the pleasure of calling friends.
But lately, itās been hard to conceptualize the idea that I might hold the same level of importance in other peopleās lives.
There are people I consider close friends
and even a couple Iād call my best friends. And I fuck with that sappy shit, Iāll never shy away from telling a nigga how much they mean to me.
But even then, there are days when I canāt shake the feeling that Iām easier to leave than I am to keep. That maybe Iāve gotten too comfortable. Or that Iāve forgotten how fleeting presence can be and how even the warmest juiciest ātrust the processā bond can vanish into silence.
The thought that I could be expendable is terrifying. It makes me antsy, worried, and scared that you might not be here a year from now ultimately I just hope that one day, Iāll believe my presence is enough. And when I do I hope youāll be there to overthink about it with me
Iāll always love you big dogsā¤ļø
Jun 21, 2025
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lately, iāve been feeling extra loving to my friends. maybe itās the end of the year and upon reflection, i realized that the number of friends i have in my life has been shrinking as i go older. Its hard to keep in touch with peoplee you see 3-4 days a week in high school / university once you start working and worries about bills and the future start to consume your life on a more regular basis - and so when i have people i could call friends, i just felt extra mushy inside. not to mention that my friends (esp the guys) are hella darn cute and im having the worst case of platonic crush
I think its normal though (having crush on your friends). i mean, these people are consistently (mostly) kind to you, sweet, and you hang out semi regularlyā¦ like isnt that enough for a crush?
Anyway, im just so so grateful iām ending the year with few people i could call friends. I got no idea what the future holds, but i do hope i can still keep them for a few yearsā¦.
Dec 24, 2024
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I feel like walking through life is a different experience when you have a best friend. Home for me is in the people I love. Knowing that they exist and are thinking about me too is all the security in the world I could ever ask for. Take everything else away and Iāll be okay.
Feb 10, 2023
I love my life currently and the people in it. I have friends who genuinely care about me and will always support me and I know I can trust them. Itās a crazy feeling because I never had a lot of true friends throughout middle school and high school. Back then, one day iād be friends then the next day there would be a whole drama fest. Cutting off, making amends, cutting off again, it all gets so tiring after a while. You can only do that for so long until you ware yourself out. Iām happy with my life and I do appreciate everyone who has ever been in my life because they have helped me get here and grow and learn, however you donāt need to stay friends with people forever. People change and thatās okay. You should never feel obligated to be someoneās friend just because of the past.
Apr 19, 2025
