Finally finally finally finally the tears are coming (even if just a few) I gotta crash out before I can lock in (which has always been true for me even before I had that vocabulary) And this isn’t a full crashout but it’s something so hopefully I can be more locked in than I have been 🤞🏻
it’s nice to get everhthing out of your system
was so close to doing it this evening but successfully held it in which i’m not even sure if it’s a good thing or not
i’m not kidding this helped me so bad. never hold your emotions back, CRASH OUT, CRY ABOUT IT instead of running away from it and trying to distract yourself all the time because it WILL catch up with you one random tuesday. feel everything!!! there is no way out but through.
I got him at a particularly difficult point in my life and I’ve had him for 6.5 years now wow!!! He’s always been big, just much larger dimensions than a normal cat as well as being a little chubby lol. He’s a sweetie pie and is finally coming around to his little sister 💛
