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my screentime has increased seven fold (i am not doing well) and so has my anxiety?? coincidence perhaps
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Spent Sunday doodling, I’m off to see my sister today. She got hit by a car and I think being bed bound is starting to get to her. I’m just happy she’s alive because I would have followed her in death to be honest.
I just hope she’s mentally doing well.
Feb 17, 2025
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It’s weird because you’re told that you’re smart, in gifted and talented classes, praised but only when you do well in your studies. Your desire to feel praise and love from your parents leads you down to study the sciences even though you really wanted to study geography at university.
covid hits the year you graduate and it’s hard to find a job! a good 2/3 years pass of fruitless attempts to find a job in the scientific field. so you go and study for your Masters in Oncoimmunology hoping it’ll be enough academic experience to land you an entry job but it’s not and no one cares that you studied hard and no one care that you love your area of research. it’s a tough market atp i just wanna be a home maker so I can play video games all day and hire a cleaner.
Ive been feeling sososo dejected recently from applying to jobs, have a first class masters but no experience so no one wants to hire you? like damn bitch come teach me??? ME???
Mar 20, 2025
My favourite cat passed away, Nala. Its been a bit of a weird weekend if I’m being real.
I’ve had her for 8 years, she was a rescue from a shelter and was the shyest baby ever. i used to feed her shrimp because she loved them but she would always grab the shrimp from my hand, run under the bed to eat and come back out for more. The smallest of noises scared her, making her retreat to her safe place.
In the years I got to love her I became her safe space, she was such a Velcro cat. She liked to be held on the hip like a baby, have her cheek and belly rubbed at the same time, but most importantly she loved loved to just be ON YOU or near you. Her ears would rarely move when you called her, unless you called her all high pitch the way she was used to being called by me. (She would always come to me over other people too). idk I’m rambling but I loved her and I can’t believe she’s just gone. I regret every time I was too busy to pet or cuddle her, I just thought she’d be here forever with me.
She got me through my panic disorder, because she was just another anxious little thing, afraid of the world. god I miss her so much and I hope she’s missing me too.
Anyway here’s 5 photos my perfect beautiful little princess
Apr 1, 2025