this is a pic of me from yesterday at my cousin’s wedding. i’m 26, born in the DC area but raised in Dallas. my mom was venezuelan and my dad is a dead ringer for Steve Martin. I have four siblings and a step sibling. I lived in NYC for 5ish years and currently living in Nashville for coming up on 2 years. I was very musical and creative as a kid (theater kids wya?) and I was (and still am) obsessed with electronic music. i make music solo under the name Royall and as a duo under the name Trash Bangs. both projects are essentially on hiatus. I went to school for music technology but graduated into peak pandemic and didn’t land the podcast production/audio journalism roles I was applying for (closest I got was final round interview at NPR). I managed my friends’ band and decided to pursue artist management instead and moved to nashville for my MBA. currently working in the music industry paying country musicians’ water bills. giving my two weeks notice tomorrow. starting divinity school in the fall. i’m on a weird path in life and not sure where it’s taking me but aint that just the way. still figuring out who I am/what I want to do. got some mixed feelings about how Texas shaped me but it still has a special place in my heart. I did a total identity 180 after leaving (grew up conservative, fundamentalist evangelical christian. voted republican as an 18 year old. currently a dues paying socialist party member and attend a fully queer affirming/queer leadership progressive congregation. like one step away from unitarian). i’ve been chronically online and lurking forums since middle school. ive been dropping most social media en masse for a while and it’s been lovely. this place is special tho. my interests are cycling, electronic music, reading (I founded PI.BKCLB about a year ago and it’s been so lovely), being a pseudo intellectual yapper on the internet, hanging out with my cat, going to concerts, and being in nature as much as possible as a city boy. i’ll probably move to the woods and live an ascetic life at some point.
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!! wasn’t fully raised it (mainly lived w my mom) but my dad’s family are fundamentalist megachurch evangelicals so i was exposed to that growing up — i recently started going to a UU church which has lowkey been a healing experience for me. not sure if you’ve felt that way with your church but i know the the ex-fundie experience is a unique/difficult one so props to you on that journey !! 🫶
May 14, 2025
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@MARXINISTA dude it’s wild having such a certainty in your worldview growing up like that, especially in evangelical spaces where the mission is to impose that on others. feels like being raised in an entirely different reality. i’m glad I still have spiritual community though I feel like having that support system and familial bond is huge, especially nowadays when so many civic institutions like organized religion are falling out of favor
May 14, 2025
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good luck with your resignation and your future path!!
May 4, 2025
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Lookin’ sharp!!!
May 4, 2025
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@MOSSYELFIE aww shucks 🫣
May 4, 2025
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@ROYALLMONARCH what is your vision for attending divinity school?
May 4, 2025
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@MOSSYELFIE i kind of applied on a whim during my job hunt and ended up landing a very generous scholarship so I jumped in headfirst. I’m very interested in alternative economics and social/religious studies and analysis. my family keeps asking if I’m going to be a pastor and I tell them i’m basically going to be commiting spiritual warfare on capitalism as a joke. in particular i’m hoping to study under this professor (https://www.mdpi.com/2077-1444/15/10/1233) and become a fellow in his program. i’ll probably end up doing research and field work and maybe pursue the PHD path and end up in academia as a professor. trying to be Robin Wall Kimmerer lowkey.
May 4, 2025
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@ROYALLMONARCH whoa, talk about taking a leap and the universe confirming very clearly that it’s the right path. That sounds awesome!! I can totally see that for you. Not too long and you can become Dr. Royall Monarch 🦋
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@ROYALLMONARCH that sounds super interesting, what does research and field work actually look like in theology, is it just talking to people about religion? also looking dashing!!!
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@MOSSYELFIE this (https://www.religionandjustice.org/solidarity-circles) is their main field work opportunity but they’ll occasionally do stuff like this (https://religionandjustice.squarespace.com/changingclimates) class which was visiting an indigenous eco-commune to learn about alternative social organization structures and theological frameworks for human and nature relations
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started in middle school wanting to be skrillex and made some heinous dubstep, got way too heady about music theory and wanted to be machinedrum for a bit to flex that I knew other time signatures than just 4/4, then i went to college to study music and realized music theory is actually dumb and 4/4 is sick and I wanted to be kaytranada and make the simplest lil house tunes to dance to, then a friend from college and I shared our love for 80s new wave music and John Hughes movies and we made some fun synthpop to play at an 80s prom night as our senior capstone project, then that friend and I graduated in the pandemic together and made depressed synthpop that we were way too heady about because we needed to prove that our music degrees were valuable and that we didn’t waste our time in undergrad and that we weren’t failures as artists, then I moved away because having a music degree in NYC in the pandemic got you no jobs and shelved music for a while because I felt like a failure, got into early digital production from the 80s and got sick of working with plug ins and switched to synths and drum machines instead, figured out what post-music degree life looked like for me and moved again for grad school to get an MBA so I could actually get jobs on the business side of music, then I covered a Todd Rundgren song with a friend that I met at grad school to represent establishing a healthier relationship to my music now that it wasn’t tied to my self worth/career and just generally being on a better path in life. now I just make weird synthy stuff for fun and only release music when I care enough about a song to finish it TLDR I listened to skrillex once and now i’m studying finance because I’ll never live out my fantasy of actually being him
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Throughout my whole life, I had awful music teachers. I had a piano teacher that made me sit on my hands because he was frustrated with the way I played scales and a music teacher in primary/middle school that gave me so many anxiety attacks that my doctor finally gave me a note so I didn’t have to go anymore. I was told so many times throughout my life that I had no music talent, discouraged from going further than scales but all of those people (teachers!!!!) were wrong. They just couldnt fathom that I had a different musical brain than them. When I was 23, I ended up having to move back home from LA after my job rescinded their promise to sponsor me for a visa. I was depressed and heartbroken and lonely. I went to school for writing but didn’t want to write anymore so I ended up opening GarageBand on my iPad. I was inspired by all the things I could do on it. I suddenly felt like I was entering a new world. After making a couple beats, I started moving everything over to the laptop version of GarageBand. I bought big headphones, a cheap usb mic and a keyboard off of a guy from Craigslist and continued to tinker. One of my favorite things to do at the time was to download karaoke midi tracks of popular songs I loved, import them into GarageBand and change the instrument until I felt like I was making something new. I would then use my shitty mic to wail on top of it. I used GarageBand for years after that to make tons of songs that I just uploaded to SoundCloud without thinking about it much. Eventually I got a controller/sampler and access to Ableton and thats when the fun really started. My love for music making snowballed after that, I amassed more gear and skill and eventually made an album after a couple years. I was obsessed with making it and while I feel really whatever about it now, I don’t feel whatever about the experience. Music has allowed me space to express parts of me that there are no words for. The best thing I can impart is to take advantage of this. There are some things that you can only explain with a kick drum or a sine wave or a really hard bassline. Music is still a huge part of me! I made another album after that first and now I’m working on my next project. I recently reincarnated myself (everyone in the ~industry~ advised against this but I’m a different person now) and I’m excited to see what’s in store for me. I don’t expect to make money or become famous but music feeds my soul in a way nothing else can. Have fun!!
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I'm 22 years old and my birthday is the seventh day of the year which is so cool to me !! My favorite band is Mew and nobody ever knows who they are but I don't mind. I like music a lot and I'm graduating with a degree in it this week !!! but also I just love learning things in general so linguistics grad school calls to me (I sort of speak Spanish but I want to know more languages !!!!). I just completed a thesis in sociology even though I only ever took SOC 101 and it's also a creative project because why not. I've been making stop-motion animations since I was nine years old which is because I was obsessed with this really niche YouTube community that I still hold very dearly (and that's partially what my thesis is about !!). I'm on like three mental health medications because I am unstoppable and no mental illness can keep me from having fun n living life. I collect cameras because I think photography is cool but I really want a camcorder still. I've been typing without capital letters online for eight years but something compels me to hit the shift key on PI. I could be decent at guitar but I have forgetting to practice disease (but maybe I can get better about that if I really try!!!). I rearrange my room every few months because I think it is fun. I treat rateyourmusic like a journaling site instead of a music rating site. And I enjoy rambling every once in a while !!!
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I consume a lot of music regularly, and a huge part of keeping a fresh diet of new listens going is having enough sources of recommendations that aren’t an algorithm that either 1) reinforces your existing listening patterns, keeping you stagnant in your tastes, or 2) platforms whoever paid enough to push their product to the top, serving you something that may not inherently be of inferior quality, but may not align with your tastes, may not be exciting beyond just being a new release, and realigns your current listening habits to be more in line with what the average user on the platform is also listening to — which socially might have benefits but which creates a homogeneity of consumption that can become bland since you’re listening to something really just because it’s the next product on the assembly line to have its public moment and not because anything about the music actually captured your attention. the current landscape of streaming is designed to keep you at an all you can eat buffet where you take what’s served to you, and as a result a lot of us have forgotten how to look at a menu and order. so what does taking a more active role in your own music curation look like? for me, it’s meant not using streaming as a primary listening platform. I mostly use my local Apple Music library on my phone that I curate with the vestigial iTunes Library framework that’s still a part of Apple Music on my laptop. probably going to find an alternative soon since apple seems to be cutting integration progressively. I like this method because it forces me to choose what to sync to the limited storage space I have, forcing me to take inventory of what I actually listen to and what I can offload. the files I get are mostly from Bandcamp or Soulseek depending on whether it’s available for purchase or entirely unavailable online (as is the case for a lot of electronic music that was on vinyl only, which is where soulseek comes in clutch). I also have freedom here to change the ID3 tags to better sort and organize, rate, change track info, and track my own listening data. Bandcamp and other music purchasing platforms are great because 1) it reshapes my relationship to music away from consumerism and back towards curation. I have to pay actual money for this thing now if I want to use it, so i’m forced to consider its value (usually i’ll stream a release first to gauge my interest). 2) having to spend money helps me to course out my meals so to speak, as i’ll buy a few releases i’ve accumulated in my cart over the month and cash out on Bandcamp Friday when 100% of my money is actually getting to the artist (TOMORROW IS BANDCAMP FRIDAY BTW!!!), and between purchases I can actually chew and savor and digest my last orders, they don’t get swept up in the deluge of new releases. my plate is full until i’m done and then I order more. also for the times of the year like now when new music isn’t coming out as regularly I take time to find older music that I would normally overlook while keeping up with new drops. currently very into early 80s/late 70s music with early digital production, kinda stuff that would evolve into synthpop and dance music. so how do you know what to order? for me, I’m getting recs through trusted curation platforms. whether it’s bandcamp daily, y’all lovely folks here on PI.FYI, friends, or most importantly musicians who I follow on socials that share their tastes through posts, stories, playlists on steaming, interviews, etc. I like this last one especially because it’s kind of like a musical game of telephone. if I like an artist and they share their interests and influences it’s like every layer in this process is stretching my palate further from the sound that I was originally interested in and into a new territory that has some shared DNA but would never have been recommended to me by an algo because there’s no shared category or label between them, only the musical influence and interpretation of it made by the artist. as an example, I was a huge Skrillex stan, he signed KOAN Sound to his label, they collab with Asa who collabs with Sorrow, Sorrow takes huge influence from Burial, Burial makes some ambient adjacent stuff and takes huge influence from 90s rave music and drum and bass and 2000s rnb, now i’m listening to Brandy - All in Me, William Basinski, Aphex Twin, none on whom would get recommended by Spotify to me from Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites. LAST thing i’ll say — because in yappin about this i’m realizing how actually passionate about this subject I am: MAKE LISTS! playlists are cool, but they can flatten your music into vague categories of “vibes” and “aesthetics” and encourage picking one-off songs from artists that you never form an active audience relationship with. I make a practice of making my own year end lists of top 25 albums (plus some honorable recs and top individual songs) and keeping them in a notes doc that I regularly update and rearrange over the course of the year. this forces me to consider the actual relationship i’m forming with what i’ve ordered for myself. did I like it in the moment but it didn’t have staying power? is it slowly growing on me? it also encourages taking albums as a whole. maybe I liked one or two tracks a lot but the rest wasn't resonating. that’s ok! maybe I rank it lower but now i’ve actually taken time to consider it, it’s in my library, and maybe (quite a few cases for me) something I ranked like bottom 5 albums becomes a retroactive favorite from that year as my tastes evolve. also 25 albums to take with me from each year is really more than you'd think, i struggle sometimes to even find 25 that I formed a true connection with. I think the biggest thing the itunes era ruined that led into now is the single-ification of music, the ability to separate the hits from the deep cuts. albums are meant to be taken as a whole, and then once you've really sat with the whole you can find what actually stuck. even then I like to keep the whole around because soooo often i’ll write off a track that yeeeears later I come to love. trust the artist, they made it like they did for a reason. aaannyyyywayy TLDR: get recs organically, be more active in deciding your listening patterns, fr*cken pay artists yall, trust the artist embrace the album, really consider what you consume
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