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I stopped by the dispo on my way home today after about 4ish months without smoking. I frankly don’t feel I need it to manage my anxiety anymore but I had a long day and things have become a horror show in the world, every week feels like we’ve hit an even more disturbing milestone. So I thought a small joint was in order. And im going to watch silly tv shows for the rest of tonight. Tomorrow I’ll get up and face my mile long to-do list again, trying to ignore the pit in my stomach.
Apr 17, 2025
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🪞By just having some time to myself to smoke a j alone and vibe in my room. Have not done this in years, didn’t smoke for a while either (classic reasons, anxiety etc) but it’s been fun to see myself as more grown up since I last did this. kind of feels like convening with a past self and being like - yes life is weird but that means that anything goes and that’s great, I’m having fun 🫶🤷♀️
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🌱Honestly maybe a bad coping mechanism but it helps me so much with my post work anxiety. Smoking a joint, turning on a movie, and coloring in my little book is a godsend after a long shift.
Jul 12, 2025
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❤️I smoked for the first time when I was 15, and was smoking pretty much daily by the time I was 16. While I do give it some credit for helping me get out of my abusive relationship at the time (It made me realize that I actually wanted to have fun and live my life), It was very much a substitute for any actual proccessing, healing, or coping. It gave me a false sense of inner peace. It gave me a false sense of outer peace as well, because I was so avoidant of any kind of conflict.
I quit because I’d experienced trauma and it began to put me into really scary experiences where I wasn’t quite sure if I was losing my mind or not. I quit when I also quit drinking, which was almost 13 years ago now.
Weed is the only substance I ever miss. Sometimes I wish I could just dabble a little bit and throw on some Planet Earth, but it is always so apparent that when I am craving it I am also very stressed out. If engaging with all of my other healthy coping skills works, then I didn’t actually need it in the first place.
I sometimes wonder if when I’m old, I’ll fuck around with it again because at that point, why not?
I quit because I’d experienced trauma and it began to put me into really scary experiences where I wasn’t quite sure if I was losing my mind or not. I quit when I also quit drinking, which was almost 13 years ago now.
Weed is the only substance I ever miss. Sometimes I wish I could just dabble a little bit and throw on some Planet Earth, but it is always so apparent that when I am craving it I am also very stressed out. If engaging with all of my other healthy coping skills works, then I didn’t actually need it in the first place.
I sometimes wonder if when I’m old, I’ll fuck around with it again because at that point, why not?
Apr 16, 2025
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💪Oh, you wanted me to do this enormous task in an impossible amount of time? No u didn’t :) I’m actually not gonna do that, and good luck finding someone who will :-)
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