i don’t hate being myself, i just don’t know how to act normal in front of other ppl i don’t know. like should i be honest and be myself in front of u and risk weirding u out, or should i do the weird masking thing where i pretend igaf about the weather and we go our separate ways and never talk again.
and i wish i were slightly weirder and brave so ppl could look at me as a side character, like their own personal Kramer to their main character plot. but a part of me still wants to fit in a little. i can never commit to either side
