this shit will change your life. the stigma around it is still so strong... and i get why people have their reservations. new things are scary - is this gonna make me feel like a different person? will i lose my sparkle? what if it makes me worse? all valid questions... however, you will never know until you try! medications have really changed and truthfully saved my life. side note - also love therapy. don't settle for a therapist you're not feeling! anyways, there is no shame if you need meds to function. they make these for a reason :o)