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i hate knowing that even though i got a promotion a few weeks ago, i still may lose my job in the span of a month.
i hate how it feels like i need to learn new programming languages every week in order to stand out. even though i am adaptable, i still donāt know ruby on rails.
i hate how certifications that they donāt tell you about in school open doors for so many more opportunities, yet these certs take a lot of time and hundreds of dollars out your bank account. then half the time you donāt even pass the test and have to take it over again.
i hate how AI pretty much screwed up all of our careers because companies want AI solutions for everything under the sun to stay relevant.
i hate how itās told to me that clients want low-code and no code solutions, when that just means you want all your apps to look the same and have a single point of failure when the company who makes the low code product screws up.
overall, i hate how it feels like things keep crashing down on me one by one in the last few weeks. and it feels like im just catching air when itās possible. i feel like i should pray right now, but being agnostic and doing that sounds weird.
Apr 11, 2025
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I knew the one who works in computer science was making money but I didnāt have the numbers on that until earlier tonight, and I got through that conversation well in the moment but now Iām sad about itā¦I know no one can make you feel inferior without your consent yada yada, but it just really doesnāt feel good to be the unemployed friend, especially when I already started out as the lowest paid friendā¦
Just want things to turn around for me idk
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i just canāt do it! i feel like iām a robot pretending to be a human. only everyone sees right through me and just think iām weird, unlikable and constantly contradicting myself. i canāt really tell the truth that iām simply autistic (which letās be honest not gonna do me any favors in the eyes of hr), or pretend to be ānormalā because iām not able to mask anymore
besides the job is really nice and suitable for someone like me
oh i really hope i get š©
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whatās that like? iāve never experienced it. iāve been searching for a job nonstop for the past five months and fucking no one has gotten back to me. i havenāt even been called back to say i didnāt get the job. iām sick of it. iām not in desperate need of a job but iād rather have one before i am.
i was expecting a call back all day. i waited by the fucking phone. i called because i was expecting a call this week, and the guy who interviewed me said āiāll call you tomorrow.ā fuck you. i hope you canāt sleep at night because you keep having dreams about your ex. i hope she calls you the next day and says she wants to get back together with you and sheāll meet you at your favorite date spot. i hope she stands you up, dan. i hope everything bad that could happen to you, happens. i wish murphyās law upon you.
edit: itās so funny because this is my first semi-serious post thatās doing NUMBERS. thought iād point that out and brag a little. maybe i donāt need a job after all. can i monetize this post?
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