Ye I kinda get you.
2020 quarantine phase and 2022(for personal reasons) phase were the best and worst. I loved having the bits of communication squeezed out of my peers online, but I’ve been struggling with parasocial relationships(kinda?) ever since.
Every new chapter of my life I open, constantly ends with me obsessing with one or another person that I wanna befriend.
Except instead of asking to hang out irl, I try to impress them via socials, since throughout my teenage-hood I was isolated for one reason or another T_T
So my page looks overly-curated oftentimes, and you can tell exactly when the switch happens, haha