I had two meetings at work today that I was so anxious about and they were the first time since I started my new job a couple months ago that I had to fully do my job on my own. I went into the day thinking that everyone was going to be able to tell that I didn’t know what I was talking about and they would fire me. Jokes on me, I started talking and I realized, wait I think I actually know what I’m talking about and I’m not making anything up maybe I do deserve to be here holy shit. Here’s hoping this feeling lasts, but if it doesn’t I had one good day of really feeling like I belong where I am and deserve to be here.
I finally started a new job I've been wanting to for months, and I have been there for a week
And I had a big breakthrough and I feel so good and so successful, I'm on cloud 9 and now I want to go into a coma all weekend and sleep bc I'm tired af LMAOOOOO
I'm so so proud of myself
i am playing a new gig in like an hour and i am so excited also interviewing for a Job job next week, i am just so happy with this and celebrating / sending love to anyone else starting new projects or anything new in your life at all :)
this is one of this annoying things that actually makes a difference and makes your mom say I told you so. there's something about a made bed that makes me feel like my life is just that little bit more together and getting into a made bed at night is one of my top 10 favorite mundane experiences.
potatoes, oysters, mussels, beaches, dunes, lush fields, childhood dreams of anne of green gables fulfilled. amazing food, incredibly kind people, and beautiful landscapes. truly what more can you ask for.