@GANGSEYY i think everything clicked for me when i was able to start differentiating between feeling happy and feeling comfortable, living how i told myself i should live. it's hard to tell the difference sometimes but i think going through some hardship (unfortunately) makes that difference a little clearer. also EMBRACING. SOLITUDE. you spend so much goddamn time by yourself so you may as well make the most of it!!! sending u love and best wishes <3
I’m so happy to hear and happy for you!!! This awareness of “ now back to our regularly scheduled programming” is so deep and heart warming and hopeful and satisfying! Takes a lot of strong mental work amongst a million other things!