listening to music deeply means hearing in a way that’s almost meditative… hearing each part of the song with an intensity that just feels like dissecting each piece. how does the hihat make me feel? how does the bass make me feel? what do these lyrics mean to me? it gives me a new perspective to listening to music that inspires me to make things that give a feeeeeling.
it's actually better to be weird! confuse people, be ugly, passionate, be YOU. i spent so much time trying to be perfect and liked by everyone and that way i just got a lot of shallow connections because i refused to let people see the real me and get to really know me. it's silly to chase perfection as it donesn't exist and being weird is better than being boring :p
i've been struggling a lot lately and one thing my therapist really stressed is that i need to push myself to do things i love even though i don't get the same satisfaction i once got
so today i got my coloured pencils out after a loong time and started drawing and i already feel a bit better
so i wanted to share this small step
it's not the best art but its art <3
