By Nine Inch Nails has been played at least 4 times. It accompanied me as I rose at noon, went to linger with a friend for pho at a lovely hole in the wall, drank a vietnamese coffee, stammered and dropped my groceries in front of the hot trader joe’s cashier, trailed behind said friend at target as she sniffed every lotion, and finally went back to her house for “homework” and mainly watched kill bill. I was wordlessly served yet another coffee and a stir fry with kimchi cucumbers, which warmed my heart greatly. I then laid in bed on this app and set my alarm for 6:00 AM to begin a brand new phase of life tomorrow…
Mar 7, 2025
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I caught a cold earlier this week and decided to ignore its subtle, yet deleterious and lingering effects on my body. On the fourth day (yesterday), after high-intensity training and taking two capsules of psilocybin, I decided to drive to the local café to put in some more work. I’d been listening to this song all day—my head was rolling. If there was ever a moment that I’d felt closer to damnation, it was when I walked into the building and wished for complete annihilation. This isn’t anything new—I’ve experienced these episodes on and off since I was a child. But something about this particular bout made me realize I should be grateful, judge less, and have mercy. I called loved ones to tell them how sorry I was for words I’d said and actions I committed that may have hurt them—almost as a final act of salvation before my ultimate oblivion.
I met Lucifer at the bleeding edge, shrieked into the void—with one last gesture of love, forgiveness, and meaning—and anchored myself back to earth.
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This song is something potent!
Apr 25, 2025
i listened to this album 4 times in a row today. it put me in a great mood. i love life. i am never ever ever going to kill myself.
Aug 16, 2024
it's a depressing tale of distaste for someone you love. its the loneliness you feel when your in a group of people. it's a bath in the dark because the lightbulb went out and you can't replace it. i love ethel cain's recent projects, but i will always come back to this ep, and head in the wall specifically.
Jan 24, 2025
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i may have spent a sinister amount of time here today but better with you folk than in the wild west of short form video content….
May 21, 2025
they really have this whole life thing figured out
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i have 200,000 plays on soundcloud because i made an ambient track when i was 15 and clickbait titled it "sex noises". dozens of comments going "wheres the sex". what a strange impact to have made on the world and i am locked out of the account forever
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