confession time !!
I feel extraordinarily mediocre at everything I do. it’s everywhere: english class, hockey practice, every social interaction I’ve ever experienced. I always hear “you’re doing just fine”, but that feels like what they say to 8 year olds who can’t read yet. it’s like Im always 1 step behind being “impressive”. why do I want that for myself anyway? I choke on the feeling of being average so viscerally, that I become just so.
anyway, if this is relatable to anyone the most helpful advice I’ve ever received on the matter is to shut up! stop comparing yourself to everyone around you!
thanks :)