It feels like a huge stage where everybody can hear me and i am obligated to be at my best behavior, say something original and just not spread misinfo or be dumb.
I enjoyed it more when i was actually bad at it. i wanted to create so much and couldn't wait to get better.
now that i can; i dont want to anymore.... i think it was a bit fast and now all i see are mistakes.
i enjoyed it more when i was actually bad.
