worst year of my life
lost friend groups, relationships, and everything. But Iāve been young! Iām just only 19
āChalk it up to them
misunderstanding what I said
Making up the rules to win a game inside my head
I think I'm growin' up, but nah, if I'm growin'
I'm just growing old
Hanging on to every grudge I think I need to hold
Can't remember who I'm even fighting anymore
You'd think I'd know my way by now
But now Iām lost and now I canāt be found
But Iāve been wrong
But Iāve been young
Wrong enough to say Iām sorry
Owning up to things I canāt undoā
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Tired of lying in the sunshine, staying home to watch the rain
And you are young and life is long, and there is time to kill today
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun
Nov 22, 2024
Holding out all my fears and faults
Those that conquer me
Started the second pack
'Fore the first one's finishing
I like to bridge the gap between
A break and long-lost lovers
Only to get me, by until I decide
I've had enough
Most of the time, I can feel them on me
The eyes from the stranger's window
It's dark, and it's lonely, but it's nothin' to me
At least somebody's home
Decades are wasting on your name
You'll grasp the concept of life
When you give up the point of trying
If you don't do the things that you do
They'll just happen to you
Pulling out all my weight
And do my part and you'll say
Oh, I'm so glad you're here with us today
You probably thought you would be gone
And until there's another way
I just have to face that there's no real place
To go and I could really be alone
I'd promise you now that if I had known
I wouldn't be standing here
There's memories to be made
And water that's to wade
I used it all up, drying tears
Of course, I don't regret
The moments where I wept
And yearned for what I've got now
It's only time, it won't age like wine
But it's mine and I'll take the blow
Dec 15, 2024
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Every year, I'm getting older
But every day, I feel the same
And when I feel like I got no one
At least I can hear the rain
Feb 8, 2024
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