worst year of my life
lost friend groups, relationships, and everything. But I’ve been young! I’m just only 19
“Chalk it up to them
misunderstanding what I said
Making up the rules to win a game inside my head
I think I'm growin' up, but nah, if I'm growin'
I'm just growing old
Hanging on to every grudge I think I need to hold
Can't remember who I'm even fighting anymore
You'd think I'd know my way by now
But now I’m lost and now I can’t be found
But I’ve been wrong
But I’ve been young
Wrong enough to say I’m sorry
Owning up to things I can’t undo”
Jan 23, 2025
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Talvez minha letra favorita sobre ter 22 escrita pelo demonio himself Conor Oberst:
And the world's got me dizzy again; You'd think after 22 years I'd be used to the spin
And it only feels worse when I stay in one place; So I'm always pacing around or walking away
I keep drinking the ink from my pen; And I'm balancing history books up on my head
But it all boils down to one quoteable phrase: "If you love something give it away"
May 20, 2025
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Tired of lying in the sunshine, staying home to watch the rain
And you are young and life is long, and there is time to kill today
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun
Nov 22, 2024
But doesn't it feel good
To take off your t-shirt
And let somebody feel ya
Somebody steal ya
You can't get behind what
You can't even find
It's getting harder to deal with
Its nothing to fear, easy for you to say
Doesn't it feel bad
Things that you can't have
Even when you would meet her
Wearing a t-shirt
You can't be defined by
What you're keeping inside
Might push you into the lime-light
Just give it a try
Still don't believe in yourself
At eighteen
Life's a bad dream
But then you wake up and
Things are different for you
It seems so simple
When you step back and view it
Just find something to do
And then do it
Everybody gets a little lonely sometimes
I get so tongue-tied
I feel so old today
May 26, 2025
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I get crushes on people easy.
I sort of imagine a life with someone only after thinking about them a couple times. right now I have about four crushes, but I think it’s my want of a relationship, so so bad.
Equally I do not admit feelings for people. I would rather encourage someone to get in a relationship with someone else than admit my feelings, it’s like tending to an overgrown garden.
Jan 24, 2025
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create art. take photos. Don’t expect it to be perfect every time, theres more time than we ever needed to create.
if I remember, I’ll try to share one of my photos a day. Here’s one I took of Snow Strippers in Jaxonvile
Jan 1, 2025