I was just about to go to bed but I couldn't until i wrote this out.
I personally don't believe in God, but sometimes I think who have I gotten so lucky. Is it luck or is it a greater being that has rewarded my good deads with such a wonderful life? I often get down about aspects of my life such as working in a coffee shop 4 days a week or feeling a little lost creatively but I forget all the remarkable things that i have been blessed with. The small things get me; I have never in my life felt more loved and inspired thanks to both my romantic relationship plus my platonic ones. I have a desire to learn and explore, which is a feeling I've never felt.
Take time out of your day to appreciate and reflect on what makes your life worth living, it may be small or large, just allow that feeling of admiration to take over your mind and body.