I'm kinda loving this. I'm in the stages of being super confused and not understanding what's going on but this is nice. I like how slow it is on my computer I'm SO excited to slowly (but surely) get that instant gratification need out of here
This site on desktop is so cute hehe I feel so cool whenever I hop on the puter. I'm just a girl on the puter typing my little words :p Also, I love talking to people on here it makes me happy when I get comments.
I tend to think like this and start to spiral. It's so easy to believe it's in your best interests to ruminate about these things bc they're factual and out of your control. Rewiring your brain takes time but I found this youtube vid that made me forget about all my external anxiety and feel hopeful for the next couple hours. (I went into this thinking it would be dumb and do nothing but waste my time)
Knowing that seasonal depression isn't coming for me or any loved ones is a big one. I love wearing shorts. I love having a full day. I love that there's this opportunity to plan things ahead of time without being worried about not knowing the weather. I love the sun. I love the smell of sunscreen and chlorine on a beach towel. I love ice cream. I know it gets REALLY hot sometimes and humid and there's mosquitos but something about all the nuanced things that make up this season make it worth it.
The happy fits - concentrate
It's gotta rock / indie feel and just so hype plus you feel really cool knowing you're listening to a band that's made up of a drummer, guitarist, and CELLO PLAYER