paranormal fixation medication meddling forgotten formulaic synchronicity. seeing words in everything. seeing worlds in everything. letting myself go there because its my world to see. my life to live. my abstraction to complete. its all a possibility. and yours is beautiful even if it isnt neat. a couple things can spare your streak. whatever that means. formulaic and wondering weak. whatever that means. wandering forgotten nonsense lost in fashion found is tension leaning lessons finding blessings second guessing my own incessant guessing. first blows through and then its not a joke anymore its real life its a factor its a mediator in the game the ran out horses dashing and fired and wrong and beguiled.
