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just watched this on a whim. was going through a tough time and thought it would help me, but it ended up helping me in the opposite way i thought. its heartbreaking but i think it’s important. i thought it would motivate me to have a thirst for travelling the world and experience all these things but instead it gave me the desire to fix my internal world. don’t get put off by the flashiness of whoever the fuck you follow on instagram and go to therapy. those wine bars in tuscany and clubs in rio mean absolutely nothing if you’re never satisfied. sorry for the sappiness. RIP Anthony Bourdain 🪽
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4 out of 5 stars for the instagram addiction, the loneliness, and the reminder that I, too, need a hug.
Mar 29, 2025
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i saw this movie a year and half ago and still think about it 4+ times a week. haven't been able to listen to under pressure since. still feel like i'm stuck navigating between grief and healing. which...i guess is what life is??? finding your ground between the person you were with the person you'll be. anyway! aftersun ruined my life in the best way possible and it may be time to grow a pair & rewatch it.
May 14, 2024
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So I just finished Normal People then rewatched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind back to back and let me tell you yes they both tore me to pieces and were so so good. But i did not watch them at a time in my life where it could’ve been a lot worse. And yea it might’ve been cathartic to sob my heart out (I did still cry don’t get me wrong but very polite tears), I think I’m glad I was spared the heavy hit bc it allowed me to appreciate the show/film on its own.
Dec 3, 2024
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i had one egg, a stale english muffin and a dream. lately i’ve been getting annoyed at the fact that we buy like £30 of ingredients to make a random recipe, and i’m trying to stop doing that and since then i’ve been making up the best little recipes. this morning i had no toast and one egg, so i couldn’t make scrambled eggs on toast which is a go-to when im having a slow morning. so i decided to make a french toast out of a stale english muffin and whipped up some double cream i had lying around that was about to be out of date. not the most unique recipe in the world don’t get me wrong but it was so fucking good and cost nothing!
Nov 27, 2024
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in 2 hours i have undone 15 years of hurt and i finally feel like her again.
Feb 15, 2025
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1. BRENDAWARENESS: really cool and good for the fashion girlies. it is a smaller podcast channel by "Hashtag Brenda", she is big in fashion (she literally spent her birthday with Rick Owens). I call her my digital big sister.
https://www.youtube.com/@brendahashtag
2. COLORLESS WONDERLAND: kinda booktube but for not horny people. he used to be a middle school teacher and he has very cool takes and analysis. he hasn't posted actively in a while but he's just overall really good vibes.
https://www.youtube.com/@colorlesswonderland
3. PROFOUND PONDERING: this random guy who speaks very candidly about his mental health and is quite relaxing to listen to.
https://www.youtube.com/@profoundpondering8575
4. WENDIGOON: does deep research on some really cool topics; everything from the bible to analogue horror, to chris mc candless. he is just really interesting to listen to, nd is def for the hyperfixation community
https://www.youtube.com/@Wendigoon
5. FRANK WATKINSON: an old man who does very cute covers of songs which make me cry everytime. he also has original songs. he's been on youtube for like 10 years at least and loves sufjan stevens.
https://www.youtube.com/@FrankWatkinson/videos
6. KERWIN FROST: this may be a bit rogue but he was my fav person when i was like 13 in 2018 and was like super into tyler the creator. Kerwin is a really cool DJ and his interviews are so fun to watch. he doesn't post much now but he has done interviews with young lean and dev hynes which rlly impacted me when i was younger and revisit from time to time
https://www.youtube.com/@KerwinFrostTV
7. MYTHICAL KITCHEN (LAST MEAL): might just be my favourite series on the internet everrrr. a very talented chef called Josh hosts celebrity guests and chefs make their "death row meal". they've had guests like Karamo from queer eye, steve-o and tom hanks.
https://www.youtube.com/@mythicalkitchen
8. BOOK CLUB RADIO: a dj collective in brooklyn, insane sets (personal favs: dj nico and varist)
https://www.youtube.com/@bookclubradio
9. ARCHITECTUAL DIGEST (OPEN DOOR + SPACE SAVERS): i love looking at rich peoples houses, so cool. open house is a series where they go to celebrity houses, obvs so fun to watch. space savers is a series where 3 different architects get given a space and they get to draft whatever they want, the results are so cool! (darren jett is so cool)
https://www.youtube.com/@Archdigest
i hope you enjoyed the list mwahhh xoxoxox
Jun 22, 2024