specifically when it’s 7 in the morning and you’ve been up for 4 hours thinking about whether you’re going to be alone forever and if you hate your roommate and about whether or not you’re depressed. eat a little square of caramel. you will still have all the other problems but you will now also be eating a caramel. so it’s a little bit better.
i don't sleep much, my days are exhausting because of it. but sugar makes it all worth it, i do like fruit as well as potato and beans, but nothing beats absurd sweetness after insane insomnia
for all of my childhood and adolescence i was a very lonely and solitary child and i thought that that was all there was for me.
yesterday i was surrounded by friends who came out to see me for my birthday and we drank and danced till we could barely walk. this is a life i never thought i’d have. there is always a light at the end of the tunnel no matter how weird and dark and long the tunnel is. wait it out. it really does get better.
i just stayed out till 4 in the morning at a party with incredibly pretentious people who didnt even ask me a single question about myself. all because i have a ridiculous fear of missing something.
i could’ve gone home and smoked.