few weeks ago we came to a rave during the day with a bunch of people and someone points out that it's common in europe. It made me feel kinda sad, like it's happening here, you don't need to project.
If u live near the sticks you can hang around your local hostel crowd and they will lead you to the forest rave. It will be a bunch of white people listening to Suicideboys EDM remixes but it will be a vibe and maybe you will wake up disoriented in the hostel as I just did
i had a party in my fairly small studio apartment and despite the chaos, it felt very intimate to me. not in a weird way. in a a holy way i think, and there are sparse remnants of sanctity among the modestly nihilistic gen z revelers, so to speak. so it was like church and it was special.