that feeling of noticing how special the thing you're watching is... not too different from really feeling your age when back home during the holidays - looking up at the moon, moon looking back at you. keep thinking that whenever my soul feels quiet it's cause i'm not observing all the details of the world around me enough. this movie is so kind and observant and made me ache for my mother's hand on my head, for driving fast screaming car is god, we are never gonna fucking die, for the things we say underneath the things we say