This is self-explanatory i think. I need to be on my computer or phone the second it gets dark out so that i dont think about how im going to die one day, so i usually do online shopping. But of course i cannot buy the things i want due to iโd lose everything in terms of my money, and also i am obsessed with designer clothing so i really cannot be behaving in that way. But i suspend my belief and open 100+ tabs of clothing/shoes/accessories that i like from TheRealReal, cos, ebay, to name a few and then just as iโm finally starting to get sleepy, i โapple Qโ thousands of dollars away without ever adding anything to a cart so that i can start over the next day. It is like โ50 first datesโ but with retail therapy. Does this make sense?
