yes I am in my thirties and I will develop a crush like I am twelve and I will get carried away and I will daydream about it and I will fall fast and hard and I will love with recklessness every time and I will be sad over the ones I lost maybe βif only slightyβforever but I donβt regret any of it because I get my heart broken a little more gracefully every time and you really, really need to learn how to love with a broken heart to survive in this world