Let me start off by sharing that my dog died on my birthday. That kind of set the tone 🫠
I was in an abusive relationship, got fired from my job (first and only time) so was broke, dropped out of school, and drinking way too much. I was able to leave that relationship that same year, but I had PTSD (didn’t know it, just thought I was crazy!), so I was very unwell.
The positive is that this was my rock bottom. After struggling for a few years I realized I needed help, and I got it. The way I had been living became unsustainable and I needed to find a new way to be.
My life now is so beautiful, I wouldn’t change a thing.
Don’t let this scare you- I wasn’t healthy before all of this either! I wish you a very fun, loving, depth full year of growth and an abundance of joy!
Jun 11, 2024
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painful, directionless, largely unemployed, sexy, grimy, changed my hair color about five times, got blackout drunk too many times, leaned into what it means to be loved and supported unconditionally for the first time... and to be vulnerable in sharing the ugly truth I had been hiding for so many years.
it was just the beginning and lay the foundation for the tremendous positive changes I would go on to make the following year like beginning EMDR therapy and starting down the path of my career (and quitting smoking…)! enjoy you don’t have to be even close to figuring everything out this is the time to have a little fun and explore before things get too serious and don’t think too too much about what it all means… but do take care of yourself. everything will come together in the end 🫶
Jun 11, 2024
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At 25, I was just finishing undergrad because I had dropped out of school twice. I worked at an animal rescue and cafe. I adopted my dog. I started dating my now husband.
I had experienced a lot of trauma and was in therapy working through it, so I was also having a lot of hard feelings. It was a hard and sometimes awkward growing period. Felt like a lot of just hoping there was another side. That’s the journey though!
Hard to believe everything that has happened since then. Don’t stress too much- there’s no rules! No timeline!
Apr 5, 2025
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somewhere between 2 and 3 dozen years ago, God made His biggest mistake: me
I did not notice it pass midnight bc I was busy. A tiktok of a guinea pig made me cry and I was trying to find out if there are any antidepressants whose side effects don't include Making It Worse. I'm having some ice cream now.
I intended to make this post kinda jokey but a lot of what was wonderful about my life last year isn't here this year, and it's my own fault. I have a lot to answer for and work on, and it's hard, but I'm trying. Rebuilding a life is hard, and building a version of myself I trust to do good even moreso.
But I'm six months and almost two weeks sober as of now, and I've not missed a therapy session yet since I started, and I think those might be the only 2 healthy habits I have ever actually stuck to, so I hope that means I'm taking this seriously.
I hope it makes a difference. Here's to another year of trying, I guess ✨
Mar 27, 2025
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May 31, 2025
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Humans have always danced. It is part of who we are, yet we have been conditioned to be self conscious, to think that we do not move our bodies good enough. Dancing is beyond judgement. Dancing is not a skill, it is our soul moving through our bodies, expressed in movement. Dancing is healing. Dancing is bodily autonomy. Dancing is FUN! Any feeling you are feeling can be moved through with dance yet even alone, you fear looking foolish. Kill the judge in your mind, shut the fuck up, and MOVE 🌊
Apr 24, 2025
In Tarot, The Fool is the first card in the Major Arcana, which represents the life cycle. These cycles we are continuously going through in our lives, not just once. The final card of the Major Arcana is The World (which I have tattooed very large on my thigh), which signifies the completion of a cycle and natural ascension into the next. We are then thrust back into the Fool, with a bit more wisdom.
The Fool as an archetype is one of joy, curiosity, spontaneity, and trust. The Fool is pure of heart, knowing that the Universe has got their back. This innate trust allows The Fool to be playful, to take risks, and truly believe everything will work out. The more we go through life and experience loss, grief, heartache, trauma, the harder it becomes to embrace this energy. I’ve found that as healing goes on, just as it’s shown in tarot, we return to this natural state of being. We start off as The Fool when we are wee little babies, and if we are lucky can return there a few cycles at a time, with more wisdom gained each time.
The goal of The Fool is to have positive experiences, maybe for fun, maybe to grow. There is an acceptance with The Fool, a kind of “this is what is, how can I make this work well for me?” Everything works out for The Fool because they don’t know it can’t. Anything we go through in life, we can use to grow. I personally believe we all could benefit embracing the archetypal energy of The Fool a bit more. The Fool doesn’t stop to worry what other people will think! The Fool does not fret about what if’s! The Fool is in the moment!
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