Every Friday I eat an entire pizza alone. It makes me feel whole again. The feeling only lasts for about 20 minutes. But during that time, Iβm completely free.
Iβm going insane because im so scared about it. I am scared im going to embarrass myself. I am scared im going to be lonely. Iβm scared im going to fall in with the wrong people. Im scared of detachment and scared of new teachers. Iβm scared im going to look stupid next to all the people there cuz its a really good school. I dont know how i got in im only good in math. π this has been a lil dump cuz im so anxious all the time ππ₯²
