I’m trans so…there’s that (I hate my birth name), and when i first came out I didn’t have a name I wanted yet so my friends started calling me a nickname based on a joke and I’ve been called it by most people ever since but I really don’t like it and don’t think it fits me at all ✨John✨ is such a middle aged man name but I feel like people have been calling me it for too long for me to change it again. August is my name on a lot of socials I just need to get the courage to get people to call me it irl