I've let the idea that we all need to save till we're dead stop me from msking memories. I couldn't give less of a shit about the money I saved and I wished I could've just been less frugal so as not to stop myself from having more life to live. What's the point of saving money and time if you dont even spend either properly? Money is literally just a concept most of which exist in 1s and 0s, we cant even hold the thing that gives our lives value to society anymore, who cares. I'll live first pay later. I'll die in debt rather than living to avoid it.