I have been told I generally give a sort of sweetie pie first impression so people tend to be a little surprised (and sometimes off-put) by how much I use the word fuck once I get a little more comfortable
It’s just cathartic and also such a versatile word
Or in the polite company of acquaintances. Was going off about something recently to my hairstylist who is like a surrogate father to me and said ‘fucking’ as a filler word in a sentence and I was so shocked and appalled at myself. I try to keep my podcast pretty clean too
Put on the robe, turn on adult swim or whatever, crank the ac, eat a late night snack in one bed and sleep in the other. The freedom of impersonal liminal space.