yesterday was like a domino effect of one thing after another and i cried. like a lot. but i felt really good afterwards, and realized i haven’t cried in quite awhile. maybe it’s a good way to detox lol
i am not a big cryer, i really hate doing it and it’s like a twice-a-year occurrence for me maybe, but today i had an awful ugly cry sesh
it didn’t fix any of my immediate problems, but it felt really good to just be messy for a moment
i finally realize it’s becoming a habit as today was the second time within a week where I walked out of the theatre and just felt like sobbing—both films were comfort films
i think really is just a rush of emotions from good movies that actually convey feelings well in a realistic sense. life’s been a bit dull and i feel a bit numbed from a bad year last year with all kinds of emotional breakups, so sometimes two and a half hours of strong emotions on screen is just a bit too much, but i think it’s keeping me from complete oblivion and it’s kinda nice
anyway i always think crying a little is healthy
sometimes people have hidden troubles and they can come off rude, and sometimes they’re just a snot. either way the cliche “kill them with kindness” applies here and even if they don’t brighten up, it feels good to know you were the nice person in the interaction.
just ranting after my serving shift lol
