I’m naturally a little high strung. So the idea of relaxing was hard for many years. I’m getting better. Recently I didn’t leave bed all day and stayed wrapped in a weighted blanket eating cold pizza. I think I’m getting the hang of it. Extra points if you binge watch old forensic files .
i was trying to code some thymeleaf stuff but that wasn’t working. plus my lunch sucked and it’s hard to get the minimum amount of fiber needed. so now im under my weighted blanket listening to true crime videos
Getting into bed with two pillows. knocked out an episode of the new season of the bear, playing Mario kart ds (hiding under the blanket for full immersion) and listening to American swing pop. All in a days work
Slowly learning the value of removing expectations from work and life. I’ve spent years trying to control the outcome of situations with no pay off and feeling burdened by something not being perfect.
We are not meant to excel at every single thing. It’s okay to relax and enjoy the process.
