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There is too much to say about this incredible piece of art. But I recall watching this at the height of the pandemic, alone in my room entranced by the repetitive first 10+ minutes of guitar. It is accompanied by decades worth of photo prints taken by Phil, placed on top of one another from around the world, which coincide with his lyrics.
He sings, "I decided I would try to make music that contained this deeper peace buried underneath distorted bass fog imbued with light and emptiness" ... uhhh okay fuck.
It is a collection of memories, his journey through life, making music with the microphones and growing up in Washington. "When you're younger every single thing vibrates with significance".
There is also a live chat replay, where you can see Phil Elverum's comments and descriptions of what the photos are.
Every so often I come back to this incredible piece of art, and as cliche as it sounds it brings me back to that weird time in the world so clearly, and I find myself very thankful for Phil's songwriting and art.
Anyways prepare to be heartbroken and also inspired by the beauty and pain he transmits to you.
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from Wikipedia:
McAloon was rendered nearly blind for a period in 1999 due to detachedĀ retinas; housebound, he found comfort in listening toĀ shortwave radioĀ transmissions likeĀ chat shows,Ā phone-inĀ programs andĀ documentaries.[3]Ā He recorded conversations from these programs, fragmented them, and introduced new words and lines from other sources, generating source material for the album.
makes me cry every time
never realized how much emotion could come from a theremin
and normally I donāt go for spoken word but it feels so plain and honest in contrast to (or because of?) the orchestra strings
Jan 23, 2024
this is so potent! been told the rest of the album is equally as devastating. iāve never had a complete listen through to confirm cause i only handle it up to 4 songs. the album is written in dedication to his late wife who died of cancer shortly after the birth of their daughter and so did my grandma not too long ago. although the love i have for my nan and phil for his wife differ, the grief is the same.
Sep 19, 2024
Itās such an uncompromising song, it tackles grief and the processing of it in a vulnerable but ultimately human way. The production (credit to Benjamin Booker & Kenny Segal) is unsettling but warm, like you know that it can only get better but you have to just sit and deal with the discomfort of your current situation in order to get there.
Thereās a delicate piano melody that fades in and out of the mix alongside the faint hum of a guitar making what is in concept a experimental rap song into something different, the ārappingā is more like spoken word poetry. Benjamin Bookers intro despite being repetitive due to his relaying of āI was only a dove, only in loveā is made so powerful due to how worn out and whispery his voice is, like itās a memory of a loved one haunting you.
Which in turn fades into billy woodsā verse which reads more like poetry than a rap verse. Some of my favourite lines being: āThey called like "Come now, he doesn't have long to live", I dress slowly, Came back that night and took my baby out the crib so I could hold himā or āLocked doors never had a key but you test the handle occasionally, God forbid it swing openā āAttic stairs broken, don't go up there, From the windows i watch the diggers disappear in soft wet earth, Dinner served, i waited for my guests, long table set.ā Itās so bleak but perfectly describes the little moments of discomfort you feel when losing someone and I think it works perfectly combined with how minimalistic the production is.
The closing segment from ELUCID is a lot grander in scale and thematically darker, the production starts to get corrupted with static crackles slowly consuming each layer of the instrumental whilst ELUCID foretells the impending end. Itās a sucker punch that catches you out but it works due to how the song is structured all the emotions caused by loss are only told about up until this point and ELUCIDs part represents the listener tackling them head-on. Itās uncomfortable and youāll probably skip it on relisten (hell I often do) but I think itās purpose is so powerful and as a whole the song is incredibly thought provoking.
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Feb 23, 2024
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winter - sweet oranges, persimmon etc
summer - big heirloom tomato and sprinkle of salt, watermelon, stone fruit
no need to worry about the mess bc u just wash it right away!
someone or maybe the internet recommended eating a cold orange or other citrus in a hot shower and I can confirm that is also a great sensory experience
Feb 26, 2024