i keep needing surgery and seriously hurting myself, kinda for the first time in my life. i had gotten road rash a million times but never did anything that left more than a lil scar. healing from surgery and my broken rib has sucked but it has really changed my relationship to pain & my body. pain is much more tolerable and i feel much more comfortable with my body being in flux. i don't think this is actually a recommendation...
Whenever I get sick I’m like “my body hurts so bad I wish I had appreciated when I wasn’t in pain…” and now I am in pain so it’s gonna be so good when I’m normal again
ok guys this is it i think it’s like all of my organs have been ripped out of my body except it didn’t kill me and now i have to just endure all the pain
nauseated. sweaty. in a confused haze. limbs feeling like jelly. pulses of cold. room spinning. just totally feeling like shit is when i feel closest to god. i love suffering. just absolute pure bottom of the barrel of human emotion. to be chewed up and spit out by this realm. dragged by the hair through the primordial soup. incarnating just to touch the wound. so fucking funny to me. all i can do is laugh
my light is older than me, weighs like 10lbs, lasts 30 minutes, takes all day to charged
but it looks cool, and the warm light from the halogen bulb just feels right when ur toodling home on ur basket bike. cool led light is too sporty
donate your stale clothes to a thrift store a few hours away from you
get new clothes from thrift stores a few hours away from you
there is something magical and refreshing about clothes from somewhere else
BUT you have to donate too, and you have to put anything that fell on the ground back on a hanger
he talks shit on himself for not being a mechanic but believing in the like spiritual and metaphysical power of the 357 engine. and its perfect early bruce