I wonder why i find myself nauseous at a failure I had earned and accepted. And yet I feels so elated at the relife at The realization that my efforts can be less than enough.
feeling defeated this week from making photos i’m not too excited about. was trying something different with these ones. drove down to connecticut for two days… but it’s all learning. none of it is wasting time, even if it feels like it
We have to feel it. It sucks. But if you don’t, I think it’s much harder to define success. This also makes it harder to define who you are and hope to be. This isn’t a super helpful answer.
But I’ve failed a lot. Some of failure is out of our hands, some is not. Either way knowing how it feels is helpful to developing your sense of self.
