to balance it out and not go insane. idek why i watch depressing shit anymore, its not good for me bc i get too affected–i spiral down into my own analysis and the thought of how i can relate somet :/
mourning Anthony Bourdain
health anxiety
remembering to take my meds
forgetting about doctors appointments
complaining about my roots
writers block
listening to i love you by Fontaines D.C. for a few hours straight
more health anxiety
shower beers
lying to my therapist
napping after work
The other day i posted here about not getting the moo deng hype but I’ve seen some videos and I kinda get it now…. I’m not a die hard fan or anything but I like how moist she is. I accept that I can change and grow and learn….
