Hello! I’m seeking recs for a healthy outlet for an inherent competitive drive. Ultimately, I think it’s just my psyche making up for my complete lack of self discipline I’ve got lol. Ive noticed myself get competitive with the most superficial crap as of late tho, and it’s left me wondering where else may be a good place to use this edge. I used to be a swimmer, I entered art competitions, or with career achievements. All that to say, this energy has always had some sort of channel and now it doesn’t. It’s bleeding into other aspects of my life and dimming my otherwise sunny disposition. Ideally I’m on the hunt for something w a social aspect to it, but is also free to very low cost. Classes, or something? Who knows tho maybe this is how everyone functions? And I’ve just been subduing my natural drive for reasons I don’t yet have sorted out. Maybe being a try hard isn’t such a bad thing. Maybe I just want validation. Who knows. Hoping to hear some genuine recommendations Its always appreciated :) Best, Phia